Saturday, November 26, 2011

I Guess It's Over Huh?

He's gone. He's gone and I'm not sure what to say other than

I wish we had, had more time together. I wish I could have only made him happier. Because that's all I've ever wanted for any of us. Just to be happy.

And I guess he was.

June Reynolds was probably the bravest person I'll ever know. I loved him more than I think any human being I've met before.

I can't say I'm not angry but I'm only sad. I only feel an emptiness where he was. This hollowness in me like a vacuum.

I wish I could just chuckle at his jokes and be done with it and move on but I can't. I can't I can't

All I think about is his stupid bangs always getting in his eyes and that stupid goofy grin on his face and his awkward flailing whenever he got embarrassed and how I won't have that anymore.

I don't care how selfish I sound but I want that back

I want my June back.

but that won't happen.


  1. I'll look for his spirit when I can. Try to give you a definite answer.

    Stay strong, alright?

  2. Thank you, Nick. Thank you so much.

    And I'll try. I'll try really hard.

  3. i'm sorry, hylo. i'm really, really sorry that this happened, he...he was a good man. i saw it in his eyes when we met.

  4. Fuck, I... can't.
    I can't.
    Because when our whole little group banded together, sometimes it felt like
    i can't do this

  5. People get torn apart.

    It sucks.

  6. I'm sure I could help you forget about him.

    You know.

    If you want~

  7. Fine soldiers die in combat all the time. It's a sad fact of life.

    Remember him for who he was.