Saturday, July 30, 2011

In which Hylo makes a feverish attempt at creating literature

So I was going to make a quick post about how Hylo's sick with a fever but then I found this post waiting here with the time stamp for 3:00 am last night.

I guess her sleeping habits don't change for when she's horribly sick and she still remembers what she wanted to post about.

Anyways, here's the post: 

the bear the bear

I'm in my house its perfect my house so perfect

I love it I love the smell of this placet smells like home
Shut up I love the smell of home
I love lots of smells

I love how Dysis smells like forest
I love how Mom smelled like flowers
I love the smell of waffles
I love how that boy smells
I love how

No no no
I can't love that anymore
I can't love him he isn't the same anymore Dad isn't the same

Dad you left me why did you leave I loved you I loved you and you still love me why do you loveme
thiswould be soo much easier if you hated me now
If you didn't think you loved me if you yelled at me and cursed at me
If you raised your hand
but you don't you open your arms for a hug
why hwyhw
you're my dad still but you arn't
and the bear the fucking bear the one that slipped throught ewindow the one that smells like rotting flesh and shadows and dead flowers and dead trees and dead dead

I remember it i dn't tell because I didn't want you to worry i love you guys. I love you I loveyou Iloveyou I remember details I remember the pain I remember the feel of the carpeet when my face rubbed on it. I remember the pain of the muscles in my leg tearing open.

I remember how helpless I felt when it hit me on the desk. I remember how scared I felt when it dragged me along and threw me against eh window I remember how I gave up when it bit into my wrist and picked me up I remember the burning as it began to try and devour me.

Ir emember the hope I felt when he pulled me out. I remember the desperation as I grabbed my laptop and bag. I remember how weak I felt when I got my bag I remember how comforted I felt when the bear didn't hurt him. I remember

I'm going to make it guys I am I am going to survive

Both of us three of us all four five all of us
Deliveries and sword bearers and sages and researchers
every single one of us
we're going to make it
Even stars and messengers and poets and

I love you. I love you so much all of you esecially you you looks so cute when you look at me you look so you feel so warm so warm why did I say that I should sleep

I don't typ quiet dysis
will wake up
okay goodnight my loves. Goodnight
I love you
I love you all so much
we're all going to make it.
all of us will be happy
all happy

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Night Terrors/University/Home

Alrighty, kids and... adults.

Eh most of you are younger than me so you're kids to me. Anyways Hylo sleepin away right now. Its been a big day and last night was... long. So I'll start from the beginning of last night. Hylo's sleeping schedule pretty much consists of regularly waking up in the dead of night watching internet videos and then going to sleep. It doesn't seem to affect her much except lat night was different.

Mainly being she woke up once. Muttered something about tea parties and sharks and then promptly went back to sleep. After about an hour of tossing around she woke me up screaming fucking bloody murder. When I got up to check on her she had dug her fingernails into her left cheek and scratched deep into it. I didn't ask at first what it was about because I was too busy cleaning out her scrapes n' putting band-aids on them.

Jesus fucking Christ she broke a nail she dug so hard. I clipped them for her and stayed up with her till she fell asleep again. She didn't wake up that night at all. In the morning she was really tired so I bought her some waffles, which cheered her up a lot. We went and visited a clinic so she could get properly checked out and get her scrapes cleaned out. I asked her about it and she told me but he said she'd make a post about it later.

We went to a University. I won't say which one but we didn't find any of her mom's research. Which was a shame but Hylo seemed to enjoy how nice it was and just have a quiet walk. She bought a book from the book store on campus called Stargirl by Jerry Spinelli. It suits her I think. She read that all today driving until she fell asleep. We're at a hotel right now hanging out.

Hylo asked me today where exactly I was from and I explained I'm from Montana same as her, and then I got to tell her the good news. Her sister asked me to look after her. Yes. Hylo's sister was a good friend of mine for the past few years before I moved to the east coast. She knew I had been through some weird stuff and asked me to find her. Coincidentally I found out who Hylo was exactly and where she was via the post about Cam's wedding. I was on my way to NYC when I met her by chance.

Hylo's sister asked me because I used to work for the forest service finding people. I knew the woods where I lived inside and out. Thats how I met Him. I was looking for a couple kid that got lost... let's just say I found them alright. They were going down the fucking path hand in hand with him. 

I was walking down this game trail that forked off looking for them. Kids are smart. They follow well worn paths. So I got to the fork and looked down one end then when I turned to the other, all the trees were black. The trail was littered with black leaves and pine needles. He was standing there staring at me and holding their hands, and when I stepped on the path to go after them it fucking slammed me to the ground with the pressure. I looked up to see him turn around and walk off with them. By the time I could get back up they were gone. I have no idea what happened to them... but I have a pretty good idea that they're dead.

After that not much happened. I saw him every once in a while and it scared the shit out of me but it was never horrible. I ran into proxies and other monsters in the woods but those are stories for another time...

So now Hylo's sleeping like a rock and I'm going to bed soon too. Its been along day and a long night prior. Hylo will give her usual perky post in a day or two. So you guys all keep safe and keep sane and don't fucking die or anything.

Like Konaa and Hylo used to joke about, I will waggle my finger at you, so help me.

They're kind of cute together.

So goodnight. Everyone. See y'all later.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Picking Ourselves Up

I ended up waking up this morning feeling better...

I don't know why. Maybe I had a good dream? I still didn't feel much up to leaving my bed today and up until noon Dysis was gone probably doing some of her own work or whatever.

When she came back she walked in and stared at me and then said. "Hylo, let go get some ice cream." I shook my head and nuzzled back into the nest I made and told her I didn't want to go.

Then her demeanor shifted. Let me tell you Dysis is about 4 or 5 inches taller than me and athletically built. She has good musculature. Honestly she could probably lift me over her head.

She said  "HYLO. LETS. GET. SOME. ICECREAM." I immediately got up and pulled on my shoes and jacket saying something like "Ohsureonesecletmegetmyshoes!"

So yeah we got some icecream. It was pretty awesome, and I felt much better when it was over. Dysis offered to travel with me and asked me what I was planning to do. I told her and she decided to stick with me.

I gladly took it. I don't think I should be alone for a while. Dysis seems like a nice woman. She explained some about how he knows about Him. She'll explain that some other time here.

Elaine, keep it together mkay? I wish I knew what to say to make you feel better but I don't think I do.

Konaa, please take care of yourself, mkay? Don't give up okay? None of us have given up on you.

We're traveling now to another college. I won't say where. I'll keep you guys updated as usual and Dysis will probably post here as well. She's interesting you know?

Keep safe everyone, Keep it together.
Thanks for sticking with me.

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Welp she's awake

Thought I'd just give you all a quick update that Hylo woke up and she's doin alright... now atleast.
She actually woke up probably an hour or two ago and started crying. I've read this blog a little so I went and got her some coffee and a waffle and that seemed to make her feel better because she fucking devoured them  like like the fucking kraken and then stopped crying. I explained who I was and she seems okay with it... well... I think. Its hard to tell.

Anyways so yeah oh wait she's trying to ste

Hey everybody. Its Hylo now. I'm sorry about that... it was something stupid. I uh. Yeah I freaked out when I read the new posts. I did throw a couple things around but then I decided to take a bath to calm myself down a little and I ended up slipping on some water and falling over. Stupid I know...

So Cam is gone... and  I guess I should give a proper talk about it. Cam was probably the sweetest person I ever met. He bought that dress for me. He gave me sweets. He brought me out to that wedding. IT was probably the best time I've ever had. I didn't know about his past much. Or what his family was like passed the wedding but I can never bee more grateful to anyone than to him for letting me into his life. I will miss him. And I am sad I cannot see him anymore or get to know him better. I hope that Jake is alright and Elaine.

Konaa, I lost my parents when I was your age. Its a hard place to be. Its a hard thing to overcome, but you eventually learn to live with it. I heard it said once its like a brick in your pocket. Its heavy and its awkward at first but you get used to it. If you want to be alone I'll respect your wishes, but know I'll wait for you and I'll be here if you need anything. Anything at all. Just contact me and I'll get to you as fast as I can.

Thanks everybody. I'm going to... I'm going to be here for a while I think. None of this is easy. Dysis seems to be a good person. Even if I didn't want her around I wouldn't have the energy to tell her to go away. She's been good so far. Just asking if I need anything taking a look at my head every once in a while.

Bye for now guys... its uncomfortable to type on my side.

Poor kid. I didn't know Cam, but from what I saw he was the sweetest goddamn guy. He seems awfully familiar too but... Eh who knows. I just hope wherever he is now he's comfortable and he's happy because if he deserved any thing from this fucking awful world he deserved to be goddamn happy.
Anyways I'm going to keep watch over this kid and make sure she's okay. Maybe I'll even share about myself a little huh guys?
Things are fucking awful for some of us right now but you all have to keep goin like Hylo always says. Don't let anything fucken stop you, cause you're the juggernaught, bitch.

Okay lame jokes aside I just wanted to keep you guys updated let you know she's alright. You all keep safe now.

Well you don't know me

But I know this blog and I know most of you.

Hello everyone. I'm Dysis and I am commondeering this blog for this post. I read a lot of the blogs around here. Never made one myself. Not that great a writer.

Let me clear up some stuff. Hylo is passed out on the bed right now with her head wrapped up.
I was in the room next door when I heard a commotion. I got worried and came over and saw it was her with this blog open. she was in the bathroom and apparently hit her head on I dunno what.

It wasn't bad. I could see that. Head wounds just bleed a lot ya know.

Needless to say I think its cause she checked the blogs today and apparently freaked out JUST AS MUCH AS I FUCKING DID.

CAM'S FUCKING DEAD. What the fuck what THE FUCK. And Konaa? HOLY SHIT.

No wonder she fucken freaked out.

Anyways Uh... fuck I'll keep you guys posted about this shit. Seriously...

I-I dunno how she'll be when she wakes up. I'm still fucking shaking.


Friday, July 22, 2011

Weddings Weddings Weddings

My god I am tired. Today was one hell of a day... I went to a wedding!

So first off stayed up late last night awkwardly flirting and drinking a lot. Today I spent my day learning how to put make up on, how to walk in heels, awkwardly flirt some more, eat cake, drink, and punch proxies in the face.

So the ceremony was lovely. Everyone looked great... and there was more than a few people I am friends with, and an oddly familiar bellhop.

So basically after this wonderful ceremony things went to shit. There was stuff exploding, poisoned food, and a few proxies running around. Specifically a crazy pink haired girl who stabbed Konaa in the leg.

I ended up punching a few and some  how not getting blood on my dress and patched up Konaa after the struggle. I swear I saw a clown run by at some point when we were tussling with people.

Anyways so everything died down after we beat the crap out of the proxies and some how Spencer and August kept the cops off of us so kudos to them.

Then we had replacement food and Cam and Jake had their dance and their best man made a lovely speech as did Elaine.

Then I sat back and drank wine with Konaa and the lovely Jean. And eventually turned in.

So yeah... I'm just happy they're married and despite everything they had their moment. Thank you guys for a lovely evening. I'm going to look back on this fondly I think despite everything.

So good luck Cam and Jacob. I hope your trails are happy and your cake is un-poisoned.

I have to find something to do now.

Stay safe guys and keep rockin.

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Dresses and Fake Mustaches

So going to this wedding thing is probably the most fun I think I'll have in ages... because the things leading up to hit has been so much fun.

1stly I went shopping for a dress with Cam and Konaa (Konaa needed a suit) and we found something lovely for him and something very nice for me. I haven't worn a dress in ages you know? I haven't even been shopping in probably a year or two. I should though, my shirt has a few holes in it.

Anyways at first I was angry but in hindsight it was very nice so thank you Cam for paying for my dress. I probably wouldn't have eaten for a week if I did.

2nd I went to a bachelor party. I wore a fake mustache as it was a cross dressing party and I always dress sort of like a dude. Everyone else who dressed up look wonderful seriously. August, dayam guurrrll you looked fine and you had a time as good as you looked!
So yeah I ended up swallowing down probably five sherries while watching August and a couple other people run around and have a good time and I... I think I flirted with someone?

It's kind of foggy. I haven't gotten drunk in a long long time so apparently I get kind of flirty when I do get drunk. I dont' remember much else except someone doing some ballroom dance move with me and then going home and peeling off my fake mustache then deciding "Yeah that's undressed enough" and passing out. Thankfully I don't get hangovers easily so I'm just drinking tons of water.

It was so so so much fun last night. I'm really looking forward to this wedding!

See you later guys.

Friday, July 15, 2011

Feeling Good Today

I feel... amazing today. I don't know why I'm in such an excellent mood but I am.

Well it's probably because I slept all through the night and didn't have any nightmares.

First off thank you so much to Schrody for this.

Second of all here's some lovely drawings I managed to scan for once:

Thirdly: Enjoy some crazy mashed up pop music: 

For the next couple days I'm kind of just wandering around trying to find some place cheap to stay.

I hope all of you have a wonderful day. :)

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Q and A

So I guess I'll do this now since I'm not doing anything at the moment except... hiding... like a boss.

Who would have known this little town's motel was so nice? Also these waffles are amazing.

Anyways. Back onto business.

So I asked my father a few questions about Slenddouche and I thought I'd share what he said.

I asked him how long he thought it had been around and he said that he wasn't sure. He said that the abductions when he was younger could have really been anything since a there's a lot of horrible stuff out there that likes eating kids. He also mentioned that most the theories out there could be true... that it could have awakened or have been created when the SA forums first started chatting it up about it.

It would make sense. My father didn't start seeing it again until 5 years ago in 2006.

Which brings me to my next question. How the fuck did he survive?

Well he explained that the cause of the crash was indeed Slendfuckery. It just appeared in the middle of the road and my father swerved away from it and down a hill and into a tree. He explained the other body in the vehicle was a colleague of my mother. After the car crashed he said that It pulled him from the wreck and told him to pull the dead guy int he back out and put him in the front and to switch wallets with him. Then It told him to set the car ablaze which ended up catching a bit of him on fire hence the scarring on one side of his face.

He explained that after that he did mostly odd jobs for It. Mostly over looking other proxies reporting back to It occasionally snatching up people until one day it just so happened to notice me. He told me that the Lily does attract things he uh... how did he put it...

"You are like a single light in the dark. Everything that lives in the dark is noticing you."

So my suspicions were confirmed. It does attract monsters. I don't know if this is constant or if it's only when I use it but I've been abstaining from it to see what exactly happens. Some how though... I don't think that'll be the case.

I asked him what exactly Slenddouche intended to do with me and he said that It would 'remove my light'. Whatever that means. I don't exactly think it would just take the lily and then leave. I'm pretty sure its going to eat my delicious ass (I bet I taste like waffles.)

There were some other questions I asked but those will be addressed later. Since even he wasn't sure about them I have to go and do my own looking into about them.

So yeah that's all for now folks. I have to head out to far and distant lands and all that jazz.

Keep it classy. Keep safe.

Sunday, July 10, 2011


So now that I'm in a comfortable place I'll explain how exactly things went down.

Also I'll just say now I'm sorry I freaked all of you out but I couldn't risk him finding out what I was planning.

So for starters we met up in this warehouse that was pretty empty. He had his usual three proxies with him. I suspected more were outside.

He really was my father. I asked him questions only my father would know and he answered them correctly.

So I asked him my questions and he answered them. They were mostly about the lily and most of it was stuff I already knew and I will delve into more of that stuff later.

So when that was good and done with he asked me why I decided to do this and agreed to our terms. Why I just gave in so easily and I smiled at him and said, "Because its really easy to lie to you, Dad." and dropped a can of tear gas in his hands and ran.

He got overwhelmed pretty easily by that and one of his other proxies made a run at me. The first one went to go help my father. The second one grabbed me but I elbowed him in the gut. The third one was calling whatever proxies were around to grab me. When I turned the corner to get out of the ware house one of them hit me in the face. I swear I will have a perpetual black eye. So yeah I took out my bat and hit him in the face a lot.

I ended up narrowly avoiding the rest of them. Problem is I was so focused on not getting grabbed by the proxies I didn't notice I was running into the woods.

And Jesus I almost ran straight into Him. I felt that weird feeling you get around him. Its like... you're so horrified by him you almost feel comforted all I could do was stop and stare until I felt the equivalent of a bitch slap across my mind and my head stung. I came to my senses and ran away from it and onto a nearby road and hitched a ride with some nice people.

When they asked about my injuries I told them I fell down a hill while hiking and laughed it off. I should be an actress one day with how good at lying I am.

So now I'm kind of idling trying to figure out what the hell I'm going to do now...

I have a sort of new goal but... I'm not sure how I'll achieve it... I think I'll manage though.

Once again, all of you guys stay safe okay?

Rock on party people.

Friday, July 8, 2011


Hey I made it out alive. Would you look at that?

Well I have a black eye, a bunch of bruises, and my leg hurts again, but I made it out.

I'll be updating you guys exactly on what happened later.

In the mean time I looking for somewhere to lay low.

Tootaloo people~

Wednesday, July 6, 2011


I don't know if I'm going to make it out of this alive... so I'll say my goodbyes now.

To all of you thank you so much for reading this farfetched crap blog. All I've wanted is to not feel alone and you have all made me feel like I had friends.

To Nick: Thank you for everything. I'm really sorry I wasn't able to repay you. I wish I could have. I hope your endeavors end up in you finding peace some how.

To Elaine: I wish I could have met you in person. You seem like a really strong person and I would have loved to have hung out with you. Maybe learned from you.

To Morningstar: You're a dick and for the most part I dislike you. But I guess you contributed to making me not feel alone. I guess you aren't completely horrible but mostly.

To Ryuu: Your blog always made me feel better about myself. I hope that you find a way out of this. If anyone could its probably you.

To Maurice: Sorry your ship might sink. :T

Welp if I make it out of this I'll be sure to let you all know.

Keep it classy people.

Monday, July 4, 2011

End of Journal/Plans

So I've thought a lot about this situation I've found myself in.

This...stupid... situation.

I didn't mention this before because... well I dunno why. I don't think I wanted to admit it to myself what had happened.

The end of my fathers journal pretty much chronicled him losing it. He seemed to more and more scattered in this thoughts. His writing changed, his wording  more paranoid, and he began to mention how maybe it would be better for all of us if he just gave in.

He would write things like "Maybe if I just handed myself over my family would be untouched.".

I don't know what his motivation is now... or even how he survived the car crash. I have feeling slend-douche had a hand in it.

So, Glyph, Dad, who ever the hell you are, here's my proposal for you.

If you really are my father I want you to meet me somewhere and I want you to answer all my questions and then after that I won't put up a fight. I'll go with you willingly.

If you show up and you turn out not to be my father then I'm leaving. I don't give a shit what you have to say or who you bring along. I'm breaking anyone's legs who gets in my way.

Email me Glyph and we'll arrange something.

To everyone else: We'll just wait and see huh? I'll keep you posted on whatever happens.

Sunday, July 3, 2011


I know a lot of you were worried yesterday.
Nothing like you guys were implying happened. Not at all.

I don't know if What I saw was real but I... I wanted to be sure.

You should all know. Its important. And it’s probably going to get me killed.

So when Glyph actually grabbed me I fought him off and we got into a scuffle.

I pretty much kicked him in the face and broke his mask.

And it fell off


One side of his face was scarred over. A burn scar.

The rest of it was..

It was my father’s face.

It… it was him.

It was unmistakably my father.

And I ran.

I fucking ran as fast as I could away from him.

I can’t do this right now.

Getting Away

I don’t…

Fuck I hate this
I hate all of this

I really fucking do

I almost got grabbed. Glyph and his three... gang members or whatever, almost grabbed me.

Like I escaped by the skin of my teeth.

I ran and I ran but Glyph was clever and still caught me despite everything.

And I

I don’t want to talk about it.

I hate you Glyph. I hate you so much and you know why.

I'm... fine though.
I'm okay. I'm physically unscathed for the most part.
I'm leaving this place as fast as I can.
I saw things I don't think were real

I'll post later.
Thank you Nick and Elaine/Cam. Thanks so much.

Saturday, July 2, 2011

I'm being followed

I saw a couple people outside of this diner I'm at who resemble Glyph's three proxies he usually travels with.

I'm pretty sure they've caught up with me. Seems as though I might be beat.

I'll keep you guys posted if I can. If I don't post back here its because I've probably been grabbed.

Bye for now guys.