June left us a couple days ago well more I asked him to leave since we had to move around anyways and I didn't think it was fair to be latched onto him constantly like some sort of waffle consuming barnacle.
Dy suggested we go to New York and try and enjoy ourselves a little while we were there. Maybe take our minds off things y'know.
I know there's plenty of dangers in such a big city but it's still nice to visit this place. We've even made plans to spend time with Mistletoe try and crack some of those cyphers.
Anyways, sorry for being so quiet lately.
Take care everyone!
Monday, January 30, 2012
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Sorry For The Delay
Dysis here.
Sorry for the absence. We're still in recovery mode as of late. Lia's had it pretty hard. Thank god June is here. She's getting better but there's still stuff that gets to her. I can't imagine losing my dad. We've always been pretty close. My mom too. I kind of got her attitude. She didn't take shit from anyone.
Y'see she was a single mom. Got pregnant when she was twenty somethin. Had me. Didn't give a fuck what the family said about her behind her back. Her parents were fairly supportive. Helpin out with me and all that. She ended up marrying my dad when I was three or four. Nicest man I've ever met. He met my mother at a laundry mat when I tried getting some candy from a machine and couldn't reach it. He helped me and brought me back to my mom. They got to talking and hit it off.
I've always thought of him as my dad. Without hesitation. He was always fatherly to me. Even if biologically I wasn't his, he still loved me none the less. My dad's pretty fucking amazing. So's my mom. They live on the west coast somewhere in North California. Beautiful place. Never had any problems from any of my exploits and I'm happy with that.
Of course Lia's dad had a rocky history with her. But towards the end he really did love her. He wasn't completely the man he was before. I don't think anyone could be after the shit he went through. He was nice to me too. We had a sort of understanding before hand though. Keeping Lia safe was a common objective for the both of us. It's a shame he's gone and I'll admit I'm sad he's not with us anymore. Poor valiant guy.
Just thought I should let you guys know how everythings goin. Usually radio silence for a couple fucking days is a bad thing in our situation. So I thought I'd let you guys know we are not dead.
Keep fucking safe everyone.
Friday, January 13, 2012
Recovery
June is here so things are a little better.
Thank goodness he's back. I don't think I can express how happy I am that he's alright.
I know my father and I had our conflicts. He wasn't necessarily a good man but he was still my father and I loved him and I'm really going to miss him.
It's not an easy thing to get over. Not even the second time.
Dy's been great. She always has been. She was when we thought June was gone for good.
So for now there's been a lot of snuggles and waffles and kind words.
Thanks everyone for being supportive. It means a lot.
Keep safe and take care.
Thank goodness he's back. I don't think I can express how happy I am that he's alright.
I know my father and I had our conflicts. He wasn't necessarily a good man but he was still my father and I loved him and I'm really going to miss him.
It's not an easy thing to get over. Not even the second time.
Dy's been great. She always has been. She was when we thought June was gone for good.
So for now there's been a lot of snuggles and waffles and kind words.
Thanks everyone for being supportive. It means a lot.
Keep safe and take care.
Friday, January 6, 2012
100
It's been... a very long time since I've been writing here. When this all started because of... well you all know.
100 entries.
It's amazing what will happen in that span. It's a very long span of time.
In that time I learned my father wasn't dead, that he had gone insane, then he came back, and I watched him die.
Like I said before those well... hollowed is what I will call them because most proxies I know have a smidgen of humanity in them. Not these... people. There was nothing left. Nothing but a dark hole and a body to cause pain.
It wasn't so much that they over powered us with strength so much as thtey used their ruthelessness and their numbers against us.
We had to go to the forest. We had to. We all agreed it was a stupid plan but it was the only one. If we had run into any of them we would have died. In the forest there was a chance. A very very small chance but a chance
So we fled there. Dy, my father, and I. They separated us though. Dy managed to ax a few but even their numbers slowed her down. My father was closest to me when I almost ran into it's legs...
That is if I could move when it appeared. Appeared is a bad word. It was more like I was running through the forest one tree after another passing by and then It was there.
Glowering at me.
And my legs had suddenly frozen.
My head began to hurt and I felt blood beginning to run down my face and all of a sudden I felt something warm splash onto my jacket.
Ten I was moving again but my legs weren't carrying me.
I looked down to see my father carrying me along some how still running while being partially evcirated.
He was almost white when we got behind a hill and he fell onto his knees. I held him close as I heard Dy's boots coming up the hill.
"I need you to run now Maggie."
I told him I didn't want to run anymore.
"Please, Maggie. Please. It's alright. Everything's going to be okay."
and I felt the tears on my face cutting through the dried blood. I told him it wasn't going to be okay and he just smiled at me and he said.
"Don't be scared."
I held him close and I told him I loved him and I didn't want him to go.
And he said "Sometimes we all have to go. This is my time, Maggie. I'm so happy now. So happy." and he started getting cold and I could feel it.
He choked a little on the blood.
"It's all so beautiful, Maggie. I love you."
And he was gone.
And I felt Dy tugging at my jacket gently and she pulled me up. She told me we had to go now.
I just sobbed and nodded and we started running again. We made it to a highway and managed to find a cafe where we could get cleaned up and call for someone to get our vehicle.
So now we're just sitting here.
In another hotel room.
With another hole in our lives.
100 entries.
It's amazing what will happen in that span. It's a very long span of time.
In that time I learned my father wasn't dead, that he had gone insane, then he came back, and I watched him die.
Like I said before those well... hollowed is what I will call them because most proxies I know have a smidgen of humanity in them. Not these... people. There was nothing left. Nothing but a dark hole and a body to cause pain.
It wasn't so much that they over powered us with strength so much as thtey used their ruthelessness and their numbers against us.
We had to go to the forest. We had to. We all agreed it was a stupid plan but it was the only one. If we had run into any of them we would have died. In the forest there was a chance. A very very small chance but a chance
So we fled there. Dy, my father, and I. They separated us though. Dy managed to ax a few but even their numbers slowed her down. My father was closest to me when I almost ran into it's legs...
That is if I could move when it appeared. Appeared is a bad word. It was more like I was running through the forest one tree after another passing by and then It was there.
Glowering at me.
And my legs had suddenly frozen.
My head began to hurt and I felt blood beginning to run down my face and all of a sudden I felt something warm splash onto my jacket.
Ten I was moving again but my legs weren't carrying me.
I looked down to see my father carrying me along some how still running while being partially evcirated.
He was almost white when we got behind a hill and he fell onto his knees. I held him close as I heard Dy's boots coming up the hill.
"I need you to run now Maggie."
I told him I didn't want to run anymore.
"Please, Maggie. Please. It's alright. Everything's going to be okay."
and I felt the tears on my face cutting through the dried blood. I told him it wasn't going to be okay and he just smiled at me and he said.
"Don't be scared."
I held him close and I told him I loved him and I didn't want him to go.
And he said "Sometimes we all have to go. This is my time, Maggie. I'm so happy now. So happy." and he started getting cold and I could feel it.
He choked a little on the blood.
"It's all so beautiful, Maggie. I love you."
And he was gone.
And I felt Dy tugging at my jacket gently and she pulled me up. She told me we had to go now.
I just sobbed and nodded and we started running again. We made it to a highway and managed to find a cafe where we could get cleaned up and call for someone to get our vehicle.
So now we're just sitting here.
In another hotel room.
With another hole in our lives.
Thursday, January 5, 2012
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