Wednesday, July 6, 2011


I don't know if I'm going to make it out of this alive... so I'll say my goodbyes now.

To all of you thank you so much for reading this farfetched crap blog. All I've wanted is to not feel alone and you have all made me feel like I had friends.

To Nick: Thank you for everything. I'm really sorry I wasn't able to repay you. I wish I could have. I hope your endeavors end up in you finding peace some how.

To Elaine: I wish I could have met you in person. You seem like a really strong person and I would have loved to have hung out with you. Maybe learned from you.

To Morningstar: You're a dick and for the most part I dislike you. But I guess you contributed to making me not feel alone. I guess you aren't completely horrible but mostly.

To Ryuu: Your blog always made me feel better about myself. I hope that you find a way out of this. If anyone could its probably you.

To Maurice: Sorry your ship might sink. :T

Welp if I make it out of this I'll be sure to let you all know.

Keep it classy people.


  1. Dammit Hylo. You better fucking come back. I'm not losing you. You hear me? You're going to survive, and then you're going to come visit and Cam is going to feed you with all of his freshly baked goodies, and you are going to fucking be alive and happy.

    We're both rooting for you. I hope you come back safely.

  2. We hope you come back alive Hylo. It would be a shame for you to die so soon. You have not suffered NEARLY enough yet, and I hope to contribute to a bit more pain before the end. Good Luck. You will need it.

  3. And yet another one of these GODDAMN GOODBYE LETTERS.

    WHY, Hylo? Just tell me why! Tell me why you feel the need to do this - and pick any damn interpretation of "this" that you feel like! This goodbye letter. This suicidal need to do stupid things. This even MORE suicidal need to air out your laundry before you go so you have one less reason to survive if things get tough. I CAN'T. FUCKING. STAND IT.

    I do not accept your thanks or your goodbye, Hylocerus. If you want to thank me, then you need to stay alive, come back, and tell me in person. That's my new policy from now on.

  4. If you die, I'm summoning your spirit up to tell you how stupid you are.


  5. I just need to know if it's him. I need to know if he is still alive and what's happened to him if he is. I need to know I'm sorry.

    But you know what? This could all be a trick and he could very well not be my father and if that's the case I'm booking it out of there.

  6. Maggie, Maggie. What did I tell you about lying? I am VERY disappointed in you. You lied to me and I taught you to never lie. I answered your questions and you threw tear gas and ran.

    I hope you behave better when we meet next.

    Um. Fucking hell, Hylo. Be careful.