Thought I'd just give you all a quick update that Hylo woke up and she's doin alright... now atleast.
She actually woke up probably an hour or two ago and started crying. I've read this blog a little so I went and got her some coffee and a waffle and that seemed to make her feel better because she fucking devoured them like like the fucking kraken and then stopped crying. I explained who I was and she seems okay with it... well... I think. Its hard to tell.
Anyways so yeah oh wait she's trying to ste
Hey everybody. Its Hylo now. I'm sorry about that... it was something stupid. I uh. Yeah I freaked out when I read the new posts. I did throw a couple things around but then I decided to take a bath to calm myself down a little and I ended up slipping on some water and falling over. Stupid I know...
So Cam is gone... and I guess I should give a proper talk about it. Cam was probably the sweetest person I ever met. He bought that dress for me. He gave me sweets. He brought me out to that wedding. IT was probably the best time I've ever had. I didn't know about his past much. Or what his family was like passed the wedding but I can never bee more grateful to anyone than to him for letting me into his life. I will miss him. And I am sad I cannot see him anymore or get to know him better. I hope that Jake is alright and Elaine.
Konaa, I lost my parents when I was your age. Its a hard place to be. Its a hard thing to overcome, but you eventually learn to live with it. I heard it said once its like a brick in your pocket. Its heavy and its awkward at first but you get used to it. If you want to be alone I'll respect your wishes, but know I'll wait for you and I'll be here if you need anything. Anything at all. Just contact me and I'll get to you as fast as I can.
Thanks everybody. I'm going to... I'm going to be here for a while I think. None of this is easy. Dysis seems to be a good person. Even if I didn't want her around I wouldn't have the energy to tell her to go away. She's been good so far. Just asking if I need anything taking a look at my head every once in a while.
Bye for now guys... its uncomfortable to type on my side.
Poor kid. I didn't know Cam, but from what I saw he was the sweetest goddamn guy. He seems awfully familiar too but... Eh who knows. I just hope wherever he is now he's comfortable and he's happy because if he deserved any thing from this fucking awful world he deserved to be goddamn happy.
Anyways I'm going to keep watch over this kid and make sure she's okay. Maybe I'll even share about myself a little huh guys?
Things are fucking awful for some of us right now but you all have to keep goin like Hylo always says. Don't let anything fucken stop you, cause you're the juggernaught, bitch.
Okay lame jokes aside I just wanted to keep you guys updated let you know she's alright. You all keep safe now.